here to blog liao le...

went wrk frm 7am-1pm today...

tiredness...
though wrk was slack....
haha...

will b gg to e countdown later wif some pple.......
shall be watching I am legend as well..
yeah....

so wont be online tonight liao le bahx...

my toe injury is gettin better n i guess within e next 2 wks...
i'll b back to sports liao le....

///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

finally, today last day of yr 2007 liao le...

looking back at e yr 2007 for me...
it's a totally fcuking yr n one yr in which i'll rather forget it....

made plenty of mistakes n say plenty of wrong things to pple....
esp to dat someone...

but wadever is done is done....
cant turn back e time liao le...
n no way will i make e same mistakes again.....

let all things come to e end today bahz....

hoping to haf a fresh start in e yr 2008.....
n achieve wad i wan in yr 2008....

wif great determination n self-belief plus e maintaining of calmness....
i noe i can do it de...
will be rmbing tis 3 factors for life....

dat's all for nw le bahx....

tc....

n happy new yr to all!!!!!!!...
haf a great yr ahead..... 3:48 PM

hmmmm.....

end wrk ard 5pm today...

but b4 ending wrk...
at ard 4.30pm lyk dat help celebrate one of e promoter aunty de 56th birthdae....
haha....

my plan wrk to perfection...
i'm lovin it...

yeah....

haha...

anyway... wrk frm 7am-5pm today...
overall...
wrk was ok bahx...
managed to haf e full cooperation of e aunties n e juniors today.....
thks pple....

haha....

tml wrking at 7am again...

tiredness...

but anyway.. will b gg to e countdwn wif some pple...
haha...

looking forward to dat.....
...

dat's all for nw le bahx....

to dat someone...

dun always pt e finger at me la...
if u dun believe me...
i also gt nth to say le....
cos i've say out all dat it's need to b say le...
i noe u no longer trust me liao le....
wad matters is...
i've done nothing n i will not b afraid of anything...

cos e most important is...
i can face up to myself... =) 6:28 PM

here to blog liao le...

feelin ultra tired nw...
wrk 7am-7pm today..
was planning to wrk till 10pm today de...
but....
e toe is givin me problems plus my tiredness....
make me more sianz....

nw is hoping e toenail will grow back soon n i can b back at my best....

lazy to blog long today liao le...

tiredness... 8:39 PM

hmmm..

here to blog liao le...
later gg off to meet jack liao le...
wrking morning tml liao le..
so sianz...

hate wrking morning....
rather wrk nite....
there's always problems wrking morning...
while at nite is so gd n fun...

nw startin to regret gg back to wrk liao le....
a wrong decision made by me....
one of e many wrong decision dat i made tis yr....

3 more days to a new yr liao le...
tym really flies.....
hoping to haf a gd yr for me next yr....

maintaining my calmness.... 9:54 PM

hmmm....

here to blog liao le...

wrk today frm 7am-1pm...

wrk was slack...
haha....

but dun feel lyk wrking till 3pm or 5pm....
tiredness.....

e toe still hurts....
but i'm not lettin it affect me too much....
no way will i bow dwn to fate....
cos i noe i'll stand all.....

once i feel i'm ready....
i'll b back to my sports...
will be startin wif running 1st before deciding on other matters....
i simply miss my bball.....
my no 1 sport.....
lol...

nth will gonna affect me anymore....
hoping dat e upcoming new yr will b a gd one for me...
i dun ask for much in life....

dat's all for nw le bahx... 3:34 PM

here to blog liao le...

jus nw went pt to meet xiong bro for dinner n chat wif him abt some things...
guess after e cny period...
both of us will be quittin liao bahx.....

he's simply e best....

haha....

tml wrking morning...guess will b a slack one bahx...
haha....

dat's all for today liao bahx..

nth else to say le....tc pple... 10:25 PM

hmmm...
here to blog liao le...

had rest enuff liao le...n my energy is back......
as well as my mood.....

though my toe still hurts nw n i'll b expectin to wear slippers to wrk for e next few days...
but it will not be affectin e way i'm wrking...
haha...

prayin very hard for my toe to recover asap....

i noe wif great determination n e nvr say die attitude...
i believe i can overcome tis obstacle of mine....
n i'm puttin my trust in it....

i will nt bow dwn to fate....
standin tall..... =)
1:57 PM

here to blog le..

still feelin e pain wif every step dat i walk...
haiz....

nw is hoping for it to recover soon...
starting to miss my sports liao le...

dunno will haf to for hw long....

perhaps tis is my retribution bahz...
nw is hoping dat next yr will b a gd yr for me.....
as wat some pple haf said...

n special thks for all e care n concern given to me by those aunties as well as my supervisor at e wrkplace...
i'm deeply touched by it....

went to wrk today again wearin slippers but i'm glad it aint affectin e way dat i wrk...
lol..
today only went wrk frm 7am-1pm only...
too tired liao le...
dat's y end early....

will be off frm wrk tml....
finally can rest liao le...

yeah....

e new yr is approachin soon le...
but am i happy???

e ans is no bahx...
esp when i'm dwn wif these freaking injury when i run dwn dat very nite in case i let dat someone wait for me so long...
haiz...

guess i'll miss my sports very much bahx...
n i'll rmb tis forever de....

dunno wat else to say le bahx....

gd nite pple... 10:02 PM

jus back frm wrk...
still feelin moodless nw....

to dat someone..

after seeing e msg u sent mi early tis morning...
i was hurt.. :'(
n i dun tink u will ever understand my feelings...
haix....

my mood was nt gd throughout e whole day...
yes...i let it affected me today but i'm glad i managed to maintain my calmness...
ur msg was e 'best' xmas present to me...

haiz....

overall...
it was a success during wrk for e past few days n i'm glad i was part of e team...
i've proven myself again during tis period....

but e best X'mas present for me is,
while running to give dat someone present ytd nite,
i fell dwn n sad to say, one of my toenails came off n blood was flowin while i slowly walk to pass dat someone e present n walk home hme after dat to tend to e injury.....

n it hurts lyk fcuk throughout e whole of ytd nite(had difficulties slping ytd nite) n today while at wrk...

but i still bear wif e pain n carry on wrkin......
1st tym throughout my whole life dat i suffer tis kind of thing....

so now i'll haf to wait till e toenails haf fully grown back before i can b back to my sports,n had to abstain frm seafood all tis liao le...

haix....

fate is playin a joke on me....

hw i really wish we can be back as frens...
n tis is my christmas wish n my new year wish as well...
though it's an impossible wish but i'll wait.....

:'( 10:38 PM

Merry christmas to all n haf a happy new yr!!!!!!!


here to blog b4 gg to wrk soon....

to dat someone....

i admit dat i feel hurt n sad when i c e msg u've send me early this morning....
guess i'm tinking too much le bahx...
i thot things between us could get better....
dunno wat else to say nw le...
sadness...

haiz...


6:34 AM

hmmmm...

jus wake up n gg to wrk soon le....

gonna to b a super busy day at wrk today liao bahx...
wif all these christmas order collection..
sianz...

dunno wat else to say le...
except... tiredness.......

hope i can last e day today bahx...

tc pple... 6:20 AM

here to blog a while liao le...

jus back frm wrk n feeling ultra tired nw....
wrk non-stop frm 7am-9pm today without gg for my 2 hrs break(lunch + dinner)...
though but rite shld wrk till 10pm if got go for e break de..
n it's e 1st tym dat i exp it..n i'm glad dat i managed to pass tis test....

but today jus too busy liao le....
dun even haf anytym to haf my lunch...
jus depend on watever i can find lyk biscuits all this throughout e day...

tiredness...

i'm glad dat i managed to control my temper despite my tiredness.....

only left wif two more days of 7am-10pm left....
hope i can last it bahx....

to U...

though i admit i feel hurt when i tink of e way things between us r now esp when i see u....
but tis tym i'll control my emotions in which i admit i've been successful so far n not let it affect e way i work all these etc n give my best while at wrk etc....
but i'll b waiting n waiting.....
if u dun believe mi... only tym will tell bahx....

i'm no longer e past de zhao xiang liao le...
n believe me...
i've changed....

gd nite pple...off to slp liao le... tiredness....
9:33 PM

jus wake up n gg to prepare go wrk soon liao le..

feeling very very tired nw.....
tiredness = moodless...

2 more 7am-10pm wrking days more after today...
hope i can take it...

believing in myself is all dat i can do now le...


hope today i can maintain my calmness again.....

=) 6:21 AM

hmmmm....

wrk frm 7am-10pm again today...

guess for e next few days till christmas day will b wrking e same timing bahx..
tiredness....
dunno hw long i can last before i break dwn...

almost exploded today at wrk...
some things make me fcuk up...
but nvm...

maintaining my calmness is wad i'm gd at nw...
tinking of dat someone every moment....
hw i wish things could change for e better....
i really wish dat....

dat's all for nw le bahx..
gd nite pple..


was blog-hoppin jus nw n came across something meaningful....
" to treasure or to cherish the someone who is beside u is not hard,it jus depends on the effort u r willing to put in. Never give up dat easily. Belief come from within"

11:21 PM

here to blog liao le...

feelin very tired nw..
wrk from 7am-10pm ytd....
to summarise abt wrk ytd
physically... it was alrite for me...
but mentally.. it was fcuking stress...
had to take charge of both my own department problems as well as handling e christmas collection or orders problems at e ham counter...
almost exploded on e few occasions ytd...
but suprisingly, i was able to maintain my calmness....
i've changed...

gg to wrk soon le bahx....
hope dat i'll b able to maintain my calmness for e 2nd straight day bahx....

dat's all for now le bahx....

despite me being busy n stress.... u're always on my mind... 6:07 AM

haiz...

jus wake up n gg to wrk soon le...

to U....

seein u lyk tis...
i feel hurt....dun wish to c u lyk dat....
but wad can i do????
nth bahx....
cos perhaps we r nw strangers liao le bahx...
hw i wish i can b there for u to cheer up up....
wishin tinking on my part....

i jus wan to c u happy everyday...
haiz... 6:18 AM

hmmm....

here to blog le...
went wrk frm 5-10pm...

on e way to wrk see devil(only someone noes whu is e devil).....
jus smile at her only n nth much le...
wrk today was slack...

jus take e order n accompany customer go pay..
haha...

but e bad thing is not much freedom..
lol...

but it's ok...

wrking day tml....
hope sat can faster come n go out wif ?????....
haha....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

=)

i've changed...=)
11:07 PM

hmmm....

here to blog again liao le..
jus completed my assignment...
n while doing it..
received a call frm jennifer to go wrk later...

sianz...

but nvm..
today is jus to slack...

lol...

dat's all for nw le..
tc.. 2:15 PM

to U....

it's becos of u dat i'm back wrking there.....
i hope u still rmb e matter when i come ask u whether to go back or not bahx....
n wadever da jie say abt mi gg back there becos of u will bring mi more misery...
i dun believe it will really happen.....
becos i noe i haf changed....
i've finally learned to control my emotions....


n trust mi..
given e present situation between u n mi nw and last tym de mi...
i definitely will break dwn de....
but not now anymore le...

u kip asking mi to get lost....
n e only way nw is for mi to quit it again....
but there's no way i'll quit.....
after all e fcuking troubles i've made to b back....
lookin at the big picture....as well as me being welcomed back...
it's not worth it...


nw shall blog abt proper stuffs...


ytd went wrk 2-10pm...
after which rush home,bathed,changed n cycled to hg mall to meet jack for supper den at e same tym...
chat wif him abt some matters...
to jack....

thks for waking mi frm my slumber....
u're a great buddy....

dat's all for nw le bahx...


gg to do one fcuking assignmemt.... 12:21 PM

hmmmm.....


here to blog liao le...
shall not care abt those fcuking pple whu gt nth to do n tag rubbish at my blog....
deleting those msg is jus a click away......


to dat someone whom u noe whu u r....

say wat u wan abt mi...
show me ur black face when u c mi or wad....
it aint affectin mi at all....
cos i dun care...
n when u say i'm nth to u...
i feel a deep sense of relief.....
get it???
thks for waking me up frm my slumber wif these words...

i'll still do things my way, my style n no one can stop me....
try stopping mi if whoever dare cross my path....
i'll b ruthless to anyone whu stop mi frm achieving my aim.....

no choice being gd to pple when they dun appreciate it...
frm nw on..
i'll only be nice to certain pple....
n at e top of my list r my two gd buddies namely shiou n jack......

gg to wrk at ard 2pm today...
n meetin jack for supper when he ends wrk tonight to discuss some things....

dat's all for nw le bahx...



10:31 AM

To DAT SOMEONE in my tagboard...

DUN SO BHB LA...
JUS FCUK OFF N DUN TEST MY PATIENCE...
U'LL REGRET IT...

anyway...

here to blog le bahx..
shall start wif ytd nite bahx....


went watch soccer wif shiou at e usual place....

watch e 2 big clashes....
haha...

den leave e place ard 2am n cabbed hme....

nth much happen today...

went back pt ard 3pm...
to settle some problem....but in e end... still gt to wait...
sianz...

den ard 4pm went hg mall meet shiou to slack n chat....
back hme ard 8.30pm
thks bro...
havin u as my best fren is my pleasure....
may our frenship last till eternity bahx....

will b wrking tml....
sianz....

to dat someone whom if u r reading it nw...

i'm sry...
i wont sms u anymore liao le...
n i admit i'm tinkin too much liao le bahx....
sry for saying those meaningless thing...
thks for telling mi dat i'm nth to u...
i'll leave when e tym is up....

tc...


off to play maple liao le....
tiredness....
is my end comin??... 9:09 PM

here to blog liao le....
wrk frm 7am-5pm today..

tiredness....

dat's all i can say...

saw dat someone again liao le...
but...
same thing happen lyk ytd bahx...

trying to control my emotions nw...
hw i really wish things between us could start to get better....
wishful tinking bahx..

haiz...


feeling moodless nw... 6:43 PM

hmmmm....


here to update liao le..

today 1st day go back wrk frm 7am-10pm...
i'm a robot....

lol...


anyway... had a great tym at wrk today..
laughter all ard e aunties...

haha...


though today finally c someone liao le...
but...
dun even dare look at dat someone lyk last tym....

to dat someone....

e main reason y i cut my hair till lyk botak is to start everything anew liao le...
i wan to forget all those unhappy moments...
i wan to haf a new start to my life...
when u come to wrk or during wrk today.....
i admit i dun look at u lyk last tym where u'll show me ur wonderful smile..
perhaps i'm ashamed of myself to face u liao le bahx...
after all dat i've done to hurt u in e past...
if u wan things between us to remain as tis way....
it's okay....i'll control my emotions...
n i'll prove to u dat i'm willing to wait for u....
only tym will tell bahx....

tc... 10:56 PM

hmmmm....

here to update for a while before gg to wrk liao le..

din really slp well last nite... my mind was constantly tinking of something....
shall nt say it out bahx..

only someone noes... :)

hope can haf a gd dae at wrk bahx..

bye.... 6:14 AM

so bored today....

feeling a bit sickly nw but luckily can still take it....

nw still planning my wrk schedule for e next 2 wks....
it's in my hands nw....

maybe wrking whole day tml to mark my return...
but dat is provided i can take it bahx......

btw...
played bball wif guan hua for a while today while coming back frm sch tis morning....
was quite fun playin e one-on-one match wif him bahx..
though sad to say...
halfway thru e 1st match..
i'm beginning to tired out....

guess my stamina is dropping liao le bahx..
it's been a few wks since i last exercise liao le....

haha...

anyway.... off to plae maple again liao le.....

u're always on my mind....
hw i wish fate can give us a chance...
prayin for dat to happen.....

8:48 PM

hmmmm....

here to blog liao le..

shall talk abt e final test tis morning..
congrats to myself for gettin a hat-trick on having my mind gg blank while taking my test early tis morning bahx..

so nw is jus hoping very hard to pass all e papers bahx..

i've tried my very best liao le..
so even if i shld fail....
i'll not have any regrets liao le...

perhaps i'm too over confident tis tym liao le bahx..
it's my mistake....

wad's done is done liao le n cant b change liao le...

dunno wat else to say le bahx....

gg back to wrk tml liao le...
hopefully e 1st day back will not turn out to b bad for mi bahx...

off to plae maple liao le..

tc everyone...

i'll wait for U...missin u so much.... 3:18 PM

hmmmm...

here to update liao le....

din study much todae bahx...
only make some simple notes....
still feelin moodless...
haiz...

nth else to say le off....

off to play maple liao le..
tc...

do u noe hw much i miss u??? 8:43 PM

hmmmm.....

2 more days to work liao le..
all e aunties will b glad dat i'm back...
becos i can make a big difference......

tml havin e test liao le n yet cant find e mood to study...
hopefully can force myself to study a little later...

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

hw i wish U can give mi chance.... 11:17 AM

here to blog liao le..

jus nw went pt to get e card as well as my name tag...
so all is set for my to make my appearance tis sat liao le bahx..

still feelin moodless nw...
din study anything at all today...
n fri test is coming soon...

how??...

dunno wat else to do liao le....

my mind is tinking abt u whole day long.... 9:53 PM

here to blog liao le..
not a gd day for mi ytd...

went sch ard 10am to study for e 4.30pm de test but yet
my mind went blank for e 2nd straight tym while doin e common test for e semiconductor technology...

haiz..

guess i'll fail e test bahx....

still gt one more test on fri mornig on vacuum technology n yet i dun haf e mood to study or revise now...

sianz...

gg back to wrk tis sat...
maybe i've made another wrong decision bahx...
anyway...wad's done is done...

haf to face it bahx.....

gg back to wrk means greater pwr n responsibility for mi...
n yes, i'll handle it...

nw gg to pt liao le...
tc everyone.. 11:38 AM

hmmmm....

here to update liaO le..
today test was alrite bahx..

was confident of scoring high marks for e paper upon seeing e questions de...
all dat i studied in e morning come out n yet...
my mind went blank at e critical moment...

nw is jus hoping to jus get a pass for it...
haiz...

my mind was tinking abt something else...

my right knee still hurts lyk fcuk...
walk one step hurt one step...
is this e start of e punishment for breaking my promise to god???...

i dunno...
BUT I WONT BOW DOWN TO FATE...
I'LL STILL B STANDING TALL AGAINST ALL ODDS...

nw is hoping can recover by sat... e day where i'll b back...
even if it doesnt recover on tym..
i'll still b back... n i can perform my best....

havin another test tml...
gg to sch early to study again for it liao le..
hope i wont suffer e blacked out lyk today...

dat's all for todaY le bahx....

i've tried to stop my mind from tinkin abt u but i cant...
i've tried to give up on u many tyms liao le...
but it always failed....
perhaps my love for u is jus too deep le bahx...

9:55 PM

hmmm...
here to blog liao le..

jus wake up n gg to sch soon for revision for e common test later...
feelin tired nw...

ytd ard 3pm lyk dat cycle to shiou hse to meet him for bball den after dat slack n tok till ard 5pm..
den while on e way back to hougang pt,
4 e 1st tym in dunno hw many yrs...
i felt dwn while cycling n hurt my right knee while turning a corner near shiou hse...
blood was flowin out lyk nobody business den force myself to cycle back to shiou hse n ask him bring some plaster dwb for mi..
thks bro....

after which jiu cycle to pt liao le...
reach ard 5.20 lyk dat den chatted wif e aunties for a while as well as toking to my supervisor jennifer...
n i've been given e approval to come back to work liao le..
n it'll b next sat... haha...

den at ard 6pm went wendy hse n stay there till ard 10pm jiu go home liao le...
=)

dat's all for nw le bahx..
gg to sch soon for my revision liao le..

i've tried to stop my mind from tinkin abt u but i cant...
perhaps my love for u is jus too deep le bahx... 7:04 AM

hmmm.....
jus wake up n feelin tired nw....

anyway,
had a great tym ytd...
went suntec wif zi qing see FIR den after dat go shop ard...
reached hme ard 5pm den changed n cycled to wendy's hse at ard 5.30pm..
haha...
havin bbq at wendy hse wif e pple was fun as well as watchin 2 live EPL soccer matches while enjoying...

left at ard 1am after e man utd vs derby match haf ended...
n cycled home... reached hme ard 10mins later
bathed n slp le...

hmmmm....

tonight still tinking whether wan go wendy hse again...
shall made e decision later bahx..
lol...

tml havin is e start of e common test liao le n i haven study yet..
but never mind...

tml go sch early study..
haha...

guess giving up on U is hard bahx...
despite my efforts to stop my mind from tinking of U...
i still cant do it..
if god wants to punish mi for not making gd my promise..
den jus be it bahx...
i no longer care so much liao le bahx... 7:48 AM

hmmmm....

here to blog a while before gg out to meet zi qing at bugis...
today will b a busy day for me..
later after meetin hi go out le still nid rush back to hougang den get ready go wendy hse for e bbq den maybe at nite go watch soccer wif wei heng...
shall c hw bahx...

gg off liao le... tc everyone 10:47 AM

hmmm.....
here to blog liao le..

nth much happen today.. nw i jus lookin forward to tml...
will be a busy day enjoying myself tml..
haha..

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

i'll learn to give up on U n kip my promise to god though it'll b hard but i'm left wif no other choice..

haiz..
10:38 PM

anyway.... here to update a while...
jus came back not too long ago frm e gathering..

had a great tym out today wif andy,tom n gang...
laughter is always ard every moment...
thks a lot....

nw is jus wait for sat de gathering to faster come..
haha...
it'll b e day i party or rather enjoy myself to e max....
haha...

tml nt gg to sch liao le..shall be skipping it..

dun feel lyk gg...

common test r coming next mon,tues n fri..
so here i come...

i'll b e best....

haha...

gd nite pple... 1:00 AM

I WILL BE THE BEST.. EVEN IF CANT BE E BEST...
I'LL B AMONG E BEST.....
FROM NOW ON...
I'LL USE WADEVER BAD THINGS PPLE SAY ABT MI OR CONDEMN MI TO PUSH MYSELF TO ANOTHER LEVEL OF SUCCESS.....

SO PPLE OUT THERE...
SAY WADEVER U WAN ABT MI...
I NOE I HAF SAY OR DONE A LOT OF THINGS WHICH SHLDN'T BE SAID OR DONE IN E 1ST PLACE....
BUT WAD'S DONE IS DONE.... CANT CHANGE IT OR WAD...
I SWEAR I'LL NOT LET IT AFFECT MY PATH TO SUCCESS.....

ONLY TIME WILL TELL....
BUT I'LL SUCCEED AGAINST ALL ODDS....
I AM WHU I AM...
I DO THINGS MY WAY... MY STYLE....
MARK MY WORDS!!!!!


TO U...

i noe i've made some unforgivable mistakes....
but no one is perfect in tis world....
n trust mi...

as of today....
6th of DECEMBER 2007.....
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT
I,Goh Cheow Siang will give up on U (THJ)....
shld i failed to do it...
may i b struck dwn by illness for e rest of my life...

mark my words..!!!!!!



dat's all for nw le..

gg off soon...
3:16 PM

hmmmm... jus back from sch...

e wafer fab lab test was easy...
so hopefully i'll score for it bahx...

anyway...

will b gg to point later to meet mr tan n gang for lunch at ard 1pm....
den maybe go home at ard 2pm plus den rush finish one of my assignment before meeting andy toh at my hse here at ard 4.30pm to go tom hse den go bugis to meet e rest of e pple to haf dunno wad buffet later...

hope can enjoy myself today n hopefully,sat as well bahx...

tml maybe not gg sch... shall c how bahx...

next wk is e start of e common tests liao le...
finally...

tis tym i'll pass all n get as high as i can n not fail any one....
i noe i can achieve it de...
nth will stop mi frm achieving it de...
forcing myself to rise again n prove dat i'm one of e best is wad i'm tinking nw...

dat's all for nw le bahx..... 11:40 AM

haiz....

din really slp well ytd nite...

to U...

perhaps i'm too naive bahx...
when i thot e moment u reply my sms last tym was a sign of things between us gettin better or wad..
afterall i've made an unforgivable mistakes bahx..
sry for wad happen ytd nite bahx...
i noe saying sry to u is meaningless rite nw...
n i dunno wat else to say to u liao le..
i hope next wk when i'm back...u wont avoid mi..
i leave is becos of U n nw i'm back is also becos of U...
hope u can really understand..

anyway... hope u'll get well soon bahx....
i'll b praying very hard for it de....

haiz...

havin wafer fab lab test later liao le....
sianz...
not really in e mood but i'll force myself to do my best for it..
nth gonna affect mi to b e best....

stop here for nw le bahx...


moodless... 6:32 AM

perhaps i've made e wrong decision tis tym liao le bahx..

haiz.... 11:00 PM

hmmm...

after meetin wif xiong-ge jus nw...
i've finally made up my mind liao le...

only some one will noe my decision...

n yes... finally a load off my mind..
can relax liao le..

dat's all for now bahx...

gd nite pple.. 10:55 PM

hmmmm....

here to blog awhile b4 gg to pt to meet xiong-ge for dinner...
so long din haf dinner wif him liao le...

anyway.....

sch end ard 12pm today...
but rite shld b 5pm de..but cos dun haf e 1-3pm de lab den dun wish toi wait for 3 hrs doing nth den decided to go home...

guess tml will b skippin sch again cos e mornin com skills is cancel den dun wan waste tym to go e 11am-1pm de tua pek gong lesson....

nw is only looking to thurs e lab test for wafer fab n home after dat...

anyway..
e plan for thurs haf been confirm.. will b meetin tom ard 4.45pm at his hse b4 gg dwn to bugis to meet e rest of e pple to haf buffer at dunno where...
lol...

cant wait for thursday to come....
as well as sat...
if really meetin wei heng to watch soccer on sat nite ard 11pm...
den my activities for e day is tis... afternoon go ard 12pm go meet zi qing to go e FOR autograph session which starts ard 1pm at suntec, den after dat if gt tym,watch movie b4 rushing back to hougang pt to buy something n try to reach my supervisor wendy de hse by 6pm for e gathering n leave ard 10pm to go watch soccer wif wei heng if possible...

cant wait for thurs n sat to come....

n while chattin wif jack ytd nite,he mentioned one things which was 100% rite abt it n dat is..
ever since i quit e job, my mood haf been gd most of e tym unlike whu i am in e past...

anyway... abt 2 more days for mi to tink whether i wan go back wrk liao le...
perhaps i'll take a great big gamble bahx.... wif my studies etc as a stake bahx..

cant make up my mind nw..
but luckily still gt e whole of tml to slowly tink..
simply cant afford to make any wrong decision nw liao le...

gg off soon liao bahx...

tinking of U... 6:06 PM

sianz...

shall blog abt today bahx..
e lab test was simple n i'm confident of gettin high marks for it....
anyway..
went home after dat..
don feel lyk attendin e rest of e lessons...

its thurs havin another lab test for another module in which i'm confident abt it...
so shld b a breeze for mi bahx..

haha...

anyway...
jus nw meet jack ard 7.30pm den went hg green e long john for dinner den after dat slack somewhere till ard 9.30pm jiu went home le..

chat wif him abt certain stuffs n thks for ur honest views..
i'll take it into considerations...

haiz...


duno wat else to do or say le....

haiz... 10:18 PM

jus wake up n later gg sch at 1010 for e practical test....


din really slp well last nite..
was tinking abt e matter....
still cant make up my mind...

haiz...

anyway... a decision will b made by this thurs...

tinking.. shld i or shld i not?? 8:10 AM

haiz...

feelin moodless nw...

shld i went back to wrk n face those misery awaitin mi e moment i'm back??
or jus forget all abt it???
i dunno....

i noe i'll b welcum back as wif my ablities....
i can make a big difference over there...

but...
i dun wish to face e misery dat is awaiting for mi when i'm back...

haiz....
perhaps wad my da jie say is rite as well as U bahx..

both of u say out e things i'm considering in my heart abt whether to go back ornot...

anyway.... nw is lookin toward next thurs meetin jennifer they all for buffet
n sat gathering at my other supervisor wendy de hse...

e rest...
nth much le..


wondering.... 8:35 PM

hmmm....

been tinking abt something ytd nite....
shld i go back n wrk again???

haiz...

decision will b made after consulting some pple 1st....
next thurs will b e day i'll tell my supervisor jennifer e ans when i went out wif her as well as some of my seniors...


pondering nw....


i'm makin gd progress in my studies rite nw n one fear is dat i may suffer a burn out lyk tis yr....
gonna tink over it carefully....

gg back to pt later to buy somethings wif my brother...
dat's all for now le bahx...


tc pple... =) 11:55 AM

hmmm....

thought was meet jack later but...
suddenly my mind remind mi of one things den i feel moodless n dun wish to go out liao le..

haiz...

how i wish i can buried dat matter forever.....
but...
dunno wad else to say liao le...

haiz...


nw is tinking over one matter...
shld i b back??/
i dunno..

haiz... 10:30 PM

hmmm....

here to blog liao le....

dunno wat else to say...

next mondae havin one practical test for one of e module which i'm confident abt it...
hopefully can score high marks for it bahx.....
n if possible... b e best....
haha.....

n yes... i'm confident abt it...
my morale is back....

though i admit i miss dat someone a lot....
i wont let it affect my studies de...

as ever since i've quit e job....
i've feel so relax.. n havin more energy to focus on my studies..
though i seldom study during sat n sun but e thought of nt wrking on sat n sun gives mi e mood to relax myself during these 2 days which i'm currently doing nw...

haha....


anyway...

tonight gg to meet jack for supper after his wrk den chat wif him..

haha...



sianz...
my shin still hurts...

but anyway...

later after meetin jack i'll run home frm sk..
haha..
dat'll b a gamble on my part... but as long as i believe in myself...
dat shldn't pose too much a obstacle for mi bahx...

dat's all for now liao le..
tc pple... 1:58 PM